means:
You lived five times harder than you should have had to
to still have a body when you graduated high school.
means:
Hate worked five times harder
to make your spirit its wishbone.
means:
When your mother asked what was wrong,
you were five times more likely to believe you'd lose
her if you spoke the truth.
means:
You were told five times more often
you'd go to hell when you died.
means:
Burning for eternity seemed five times
more doable than another day in the school lunchroom.
means:
You were five times more inclined
to triple-padlock your diary.
means:
You were five times more likely
to stop writing your story down.
means:
I write my heart out now.
Queer youth are five times more likely to:
see you how you dream of seeing yourself.
To write something in your yearbook that will get you
through the next decade. To spot a stranger crying
and ask if there's anything they can do to help.
Five times more likely to:
need us to do the same.
2021
Regular
Contemporary
2023
Childhood & Coming of Age
LGBTQ+ Experience
Anaphora
a figure of speech in which words repeat at the beginning of successive clauses, phrases, or sentences
Bleeding Title
when the title of a poem acts as the first line
Repetition
a recurrence of the same word or phrase two or more times