Kaveh Akbar

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Kaveh Akbar’s poems appear in The New Yorker, The New York Times, Paris Review, Best American Poetry, and elsewhere. His second full-length volume of poetry, Pilgrim Bell, will be published by Graywolf in August 2021. His debut, Calling a Wolf a Wolf, is out now with Alice James in the US and Penguin in the UK. He is also the author of the chapbook, Portrait of the Alcoholic, published in 2016 by Sibling Rivalry Press. In 2022, Penguin Classics will publish a new anthology edited by Kaveh: The Penguin Book of Spiritual Verse: 100 Poets on the Divine. In 2020 Kaveh was named Poetry Editor of The Nation. The recipient of honors including multiple Pushcart Prizes, a Civitella Ranieri Foundation Fellowship, and the Levis Reading Prize, Kaveh was born in Tehran, Iran, and teaches at Purdue University and in the low-residency MFA programs at Randolph College and Warren Wilson. In 2014, Kaveh founded Divedapper, a home for dialogues with the most vital voices in American poetry. With Sarah Kay and Claire Schwartz, he wrote a weekly column for the Paris Reviewcalled "Poetry RX." Source

An Apology

Lord, I meant to be helpless, sex-

less as a comma, quiet as

cotton floating on a pond. Instead,

I charged into desire like a

tiger sprinting off the edge of

the world. My ancestors shot bones

out of cannons and built homes where

they landed. This is to say, I

was born the king of nothing, pulled

out from nothing like a carrot

slipped from soil. I am still learning

the local law: don’t hurt something

that can smile, don’t hold any grief

except your own. My first time—brown

arms, purple lips, lush as a gun—

we slumped into each others’ thighs.

She said duset daram, mano

tanha bezar—I love you, leave

me alone. See? There I go scab-

picking again. You should just hang

me in a museum. I’ll pose

as a nasty historical

fact, wave at cameras, lecture

only in the rhetoric of

a victim. As a boy I tore out

the one hundred and nine pages

about Hell in my first Qur’an. 

Bountiful bloomscattering Lord,

I could feel you behind my eyes

and under my tongue, shocking me

nightly like an old battery.

What did I need with Hell? Now that

I’ve sucked you wrinkly like a thumb,

I can barely be bothered to

check in. Will I ever even know

when my work is done? I’m almost

ready to show you the mess I’ve made.

Published:

2017

Length:

Regular

Literary Movements:

Contemporary

Anthology Years:

2023

Themes:

Faith & Hope

Identity

Literary Devices:

Apostrophe

an exclamatory passage in a speech or poem addressed to a person (typically one who is dead or absent) or thing (typically one that is personified)

Asyndeton

the absence of a conjunction (for, and, nor, but, or, yet, so…) between phrases and within a sentence

Rhetorical Question

a question asked for effect, not necessarily to be answered

Simile

a comparison between two unlike things using the words “like” or “as”