Avan Jogia

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Avan Jogia is an artist whose work spans film, writing, and music. He was raised in Canada, the son of an Indian-British father and English-Irish mother. He has been featured in Vogue, GQ,
W Magazine, Parade, OUT Magazine, and on Buzzfeed and the Huffington Post. Mixed Feelings is his first book of poetry. Source

Mixed Feelings

I find it hard to write about my race

because my feelings are written on my face.

Not in my expression,

but in the peaks of my nose

and the valleys of my sunken eyes.

 

White nose.

Brown eyes.

Mixed feelings.

 

Choose a side.

I can’t.

I’m unable.

 

What is written on my face is the answer.

It is woven into the tapestry of my DNA.

 

OUR DNA

 

To all the 

Indian-Irish

Jamaican-Scottish

Filipino-Italian

Icelandic-Chinese

Korean-Ghanians

 

I won’t let them make us pick a side.

I’d rather be a mixed being

with mixed feelings.

Published:

2019

Length:

Regular

Literary Movements:

Contemporary

Anthology Years:

2024

Themes:

Identity

Intersectionality & Culture

Literary Devices:

Rhyme

correspondence of sound between words or the endings of words, especially when these are used at the ends of lines of poetry

Varied syntax

diverse sentence structure